♥ Wednesday, April 30, 2008
maths exams
maths exams are horrible la.... mus remember formulas so sickening la...damn weird...forgot most of da things i learned....irrating...but i
LOVE maths every since i have no idea when but it is fun... may be not to ppl but to me....
Done writing @ 10:56 PM
♥ Tuesday, April 29, 2008
exams!!!!!!
todae we had mother tougue exams!!!! paper one and listening...so retarted.....didnt care...tmr is even worst..... MATHS ..........arrggghhhhh!!!!!!will confirm die la...hope can do well at least paper one is easier to do....but paper is like so hard la...
WISH U'LL GOOD LUCK IN ALL YR EXAMS!!!!LOVE U'LL
Done writing @ 10:01 PM
♥ Friday, April 25, 2008
mood swing
i had mood swing yesterday...dun noe y... may be i never see her or im jus like tat but....wad was very irratin... i waited for her but i didn't go hme wif her....somemore da worst part is tat i battery when flat sad case la....so annoyed la....wan to study in skool but ppl always like to make noise......so annoying...cant concentrate!!!!
Done writing @ 10:46 PM
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she is using ppl???!!!!
think she is using ppl!!!cause aft first paper she left her other frenz and not caring of them... was wondering y... saw her wif her NEW CLIQUE..she look so happy wif them...think she rather be wif them den us....
Done writing @ 9:21 PM
♥ Thursday, April 24, 2008
she say im using her???!!!!
she say wad im using her.......nonsence la..... she was wif her other frenz i also never say anythink..... den when i come down wif my other frenz she got alot of things to say abt tat... sickening la...den she say only when ppl come talk to me den den i talk....think she is like using me when she dun have her other frenz...but to u da truth...im not using her....i was never once using her la... talk nonsence...
as if she is my only fren in da world like tat..
angry jus cause of tat...got to be kidding me la....niw tat she is talking to my other fren in da clique....so she will rathre talk to her than me...can accpet it...den her other frenz ask her to join thier clique....she said tat she wan to stay wif her now clique....
Done writing @ 10:23 PM
♥ Wednesday, April 23, 2008
didnt go skool
never go todae... felt so bored todae..was sleeping da who le day... nothing better to do....when doc for like few mins... b4 tat when to eat wif my mother... came home took medicine den sleep.... woke up around 6.... den realise tat i got tuition homework...i like wad da fuck!!! forgot wad i learn last year.....n level is like coimng and im like so relax..
shld put a bit pressure on myself... wan to study.. but cannot study at home and not wif my self.... mus study outside wif frens or other ppl..... not by myself...will feel so bored.. den dun wan to study......less den like six more months..den still got prelims..... can die.... al of us can die....
Done writing @ 9:30 PM
♥ Tuesday, April 22, 2008
it's not over
I was blown away
What could I say
It all seemed to make sense
You've taken away everything
And I can't deal with that.
I try to see the good in life
but good things in life are hard to find
We'll blow it away, blow it away
Can we make this something good?
Well I'll try to do it right this time around
Let's start over
Try to do it right this time around
It's not over
Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground
This love is killin me
But you're the only one
It's not over
I've taken all I can take
And I cannot wait
We're wastin too much time
Bein strong, holdin on
Can't let it bring us down
My life with you means everything
So I won't give up that easily
I'll blow it away, blow it away
Can we make this something good?
Cause it's all misunderstood
Well I'll try to do it right this time around
Let's start over
Try to do it right this time around
It's not over
Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground
This love is killin me
But you're the only one
It's not over
We can't let this get away
Let it out, let it out
Don't get caught up in yourself
Let it out
Let's start over
We'll try to do to it right this time around
It's not over
Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killin me
But you're the only one
It's not over
Let's start over
It's not over, yeah...
This love is killin me
But you're the only one
It's not over
Done writing @ 10:13 PM
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feels like tonight
You, you got me
Thinking it'll be alright
You, you told me
Come and take a look inside
You believed me
In every single lie
But I, I failed you this time
And it feels like tonight
I can't believe I'm broken inside
Can't you see that there's nothing that I wanna do
But try to make it up to you
And it feels like tonight
Tonight
I was waiting
For the day you'd come around
I was chasing
And nothing was all I found
From the moment you came into my life
You showed me what's right
And it feels like tonight
I can't believe I'm broken inside
Can't you see that there's nothing that I wanna do
But try to make it up to you
And it feels like tonight
I never felt like this before
Just when I leave, I'm back for more
Nothing else here seems to matter
In these ever-changing days
You're the one thing that remains
I could stay like this forever
And it feels like tonight
I can't believe I'm broken inside
Can't you see that there's nothing that I wanna do
But try to make it up to you
And it feels like tonight
Tonight
Tonight
'Cause there's nothing that I wanna do
But try to make it up to you
And it feels like tonight
Tonight
Done writing @ 10:12 PM
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i'll stand by u'll
Oh, why you look so sad?
The tears are in your eyes Come on and come to me now
Don't, be ashamed to cry Let me see you through
'Cause I've seen a dark side too When the night falls on you
You don't know what to do Nothing you confess Could make me love you less I'll stand by you I'll stand by you I won't let nobody hurt you I'll stand by you So, if you're mad get mad Don't hold it all inside Come on and talk to me now Hey, what you got to hide? I get angry too Well, I'm a lot like you When you're standin' at the crossroads And don't know which path to choose Let me come along 'Cause even if you're wrong I'll stand by you I'll stand by you I won't let nobody hurt you I'll stand by you Take me in into your darkest hour And I'll never desert you I'll stand by you And when, when the night falls on you, baby You're feelin' all alone You won't be on your own I'll stand by you I'll stand by you I won't let nobody hurt you I'll stand by you Take me in into your darkest hour And I'll never desert you I'll stand by you Oh, I'll stand by you I'll stand by you
Done writing @ 10:09 PM
♥ Monday, April 21, 2008
frenz
when i fight wif two of my frens...i will get back wif one of them within days...den i will be"closer" to her than da other one... but the other one i dun feel close already.......!!!!!think shes not my fren any more.....think she dun wan to talk to me and my fren:(....but we like dun care....think so....but everytime when i never talk to her... she ask y i never talk to her....den i say u talking to yr gang rite...den she say can tel me rite but i say even though i tel u..u nalso wun talk....den she say tatt it nis very hard to talk to me...
NOT TRUE!!!!! where got more like harder to talk to her than me.,....her 4ever wan to talk den when i talk to her she say wait den she talk to her frens den she talk to me agian den she say wait.... to talk to her frens again..... den im thinking rather dun talk ritez!!!! so
ANNOYING!!!!!cant take it any more......ERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
Done writing @ 9:32 PM
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pft....torture
was damn pissed off at shuttle run la.....bloody ppl keep teasing me.....cause someone was there la....make me so embrass infront of tat person......face turn totally red la....was damn pissed off....den she ask my frens and i to wait for her... den she ask us to go den later see her walking to da bus stop...dun care her already...
ANNOYING.....tats rite
annoying.....den think she rather go hme wif other ppl.. den my frens n i.....think she also ha[pier wif her
"other" frens or shld i say her "
GANG".ERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
Done writing @ 7:11 PM
♥ Thursday, April 17, 2008
dumb day
todae was pft...was like da stupid think happpen....we didn't even do it...got scolding by da damn teacher la.......talking nonsence have da time......stupid peeps....
Done writing @ 7:09 PM
♥ Tuesday, April 15, 2008
sadest day ever
todae was sadest day ever...was POP....cry like fuck!!!!!was nervous at first but den when it started i was super sad......
Done writing @ 8:33 PM
♥ Monday, April 14, 2008
think she is happier
think she is happier wif her other frens which now she like.....think she rather talk to them den me...think so she rather tell them anythink den me...feel like this since yesterday......feel so......
Done writing @ 7:39 AM
♥ Friday, April 11, 2008
4days more
4 days more POP sad lah... wanna cry... sad
Done writing @ 9:56 PM
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4days more
4 days more POP sad lah... wanna cry... sad
Done writing @ 9:56 PM
♥ Thursday, April 10, 2008
take me away
I cannot find a way to describe it
It's there inside, all I do is hide
I wish that it would just go away
What would you do, you do, if you knew
What would you do
All the pain I thought I knew
All the thoughts lead back to you
Back to what was never said
Back and forth inside my head
I can't handle this confusion
I'm unable, come and take me away
I feel like I am all alone
All by myself I need to get around this
My words are cold, I don't want them to hurt you
If I show you, I don't think you'd understand
Cause no one understands
All the pain I thought I knew
All my thoughts lead back to you
Back to what was never said
Back and forth inside my head
I can't handle this confusion
I'm unable, come and take me away
I'm going no where (on and on and)
I'm getting no where (on and on and on)
Take me away
I'm going no where (on and on and on and on)
(and off and on and off and on)
All the pain I thought I knew
All my thoughts lead back to you
Back to what was never said
Back and forth inside my head
I can't handle this confusion
I'm unable, come and take me away
Take me away
Break me away
Take me away
Take me away
Done writing @ 11:00 AM
♥ Wednesday, April 9, 2008
leave get out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Mmm...
Yeah, yeah
I've been waiting all day here for you babe
So won't you come sit and talk to me
And tell me how we're gonna be together always
Hope you know that when it's late at night
Hold on to my pillow tight
And think of how you promised me forever
(I never thought that anyone) Could make me feel this way
(Now that you're here boy all I want) Is just a chance to say
Get out (Leave), right now
It's the end of you and me
It's too late (Now), and I can't wait
For you to be gone, 'cause I know
About her (Who), and I wonder (Why)
How I bought all the lies
You said that you would treat me right
But you was just a waste of time (Waste of time)
Tell me why you're looking so confused
When I'm the one who didn't know the truth
How could you ever be so cold?
To go behind my back and call my friend
Boy you must've gone and bumped your head
Because you left her number on your phone
(So now after all is said and done) Maybe I'm the one to blame, but
(To think that you could be the one) Well it didn't work out that way
Get out (Leave), right now
It's the end of you and me
It's too late (Now) and I can't wait
For you to be gone (You to be gone), 'cause I know
About her (Who), and I wonder (Why)
How I bought all the lies (All the lies)
You said that you would treat me right (You said that you...)
But you was just a waste of time (Waste of time)
I wanted you right here with me
But I have no choice, you've gotta leave
Because my heart is breaking
With every word I'm saying
Boy, I gave up everything I had
On something that just wouldn't last
But I refuse to cry
No tears will fall from these eyes
Ohh, ohh
Get out!
Get out (Leave), right now
It's the end of you and me (You and me)
It's too late (Now) and I can't wait
For you to be gone (You to be gone), 'cause I know
About her (Who), and I wonder (Why)
How I bought all the lies (How did buy all your lies?)
You said that you would treat me right
But you was just a waste of time (Waste of time)
Get out (Leave), right now
It's the end of you and me (Hey yeah)
It's too late (Now), and I can't wait
For you to be gone (You to be gone), 'cause I know
About her (Who), and I wonder (Why)
How I bought all the lies
You said that you would treat me right (Treat me right)
But you was just a waste of time (Ooh, yeah)
Get out (Leave)
(You and me)
It's too late (Now), (Too late)
(You...)
About her (Who), (Why)
You said that you would treat me right (Ohhh)
But you was just a waste of time (Waste of time)
Ohhh...
Done writing @ 8:55 PM
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too little too late
Umm oh Mmm Mmm Come with me Stay the night You say the words but boy it don’t feel right What do you expect me to say (You know it’s just too little too late) You take my hand and you say you’ve changed But boy you know your begging don’t fool me Because to you it’s just a game (You know it’s just a little too late) So let me on down 'cause time has made me strong I’m starting to move on I’m gonna say this now Your chance has come and gone and you know [chours:]It’s just too little too late A little too wrong and I can’t wait Boy you know all the right things to sayYou know it’s just a little too late You say you dream of my face but you don’t like me You just like the chase To be real it doesn’t matter anyway You know it’s just too little too late Yeah, yeah It’s just too little too late Mmm...I was young and in love I gave you everything but it wasn’t enoughAnd now you wanna communicate (You know it’s just too little too late) Go find someone else I'm letting you go I’m loving myself You gotta problem But don’t come asking me for help'Cause you know [chours:]It’s just too little too late A little too wrong and I can’t wait Boy you know all the right things to sayYou know it’s just a little too late You say you dream of my face but you don’t like me You just like the chase To be real it doesn’t matter anyway You know it’s just too little too late I can love with all of my heart baby I know I have so much to give (I have so much to give) With a player like you I don’t have a prayer That’s no way to live, no Mmm noIt’s just too little too late Yeah, yeah! [chorus:]It’s just too little too late (Oh yeah) A little too wrong and I can’t wait (Yeah yeah yeah yeah) Boy you know all the right things to say (Whoo) You know it’s just a little too late (Late) You say you dream of my face but you don’t like me You just like the chase (You just like the chase baby) To be real it doesn’t matter anyway (A hey) You know it’s just too little too late Ooh ooh ooh ooh Yeah yeah yeah yeah (You know it's just a little too late) Oh I can't wait No no ooh [chorus:]It’s just too little too late (Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh) A little too wrong and I can’t wait (Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah) Boy you know all the right things to say (A hey) You know it’s just a little too late You say you dream of my face but you don’t like me You just like the chase...
Done writing @ 8:53 PM
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forgotten
Ah ah, ah oh
Ah ah, ah oh
Ah ah, ah oh
Ah ah, ah oh
I’m giving up on everything because you mess me up
Don’t know how much you screwed it up
You never listen, that’s just too bad
Because I’m moving on
I won’t forget you were the one that was wrong
I know I need to step up and be strong
Don’t patronize me, yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Have you forgotten
Everything that I wanted?
Do you forget it now?
You never got it
Do you get it now?
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Ah ah oh oh
Ah ah oh oh
Gotta get away
There’s no point in thinking about yesterday
It’s too late now it will never be the same
We’re so different now
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Have you forgotten
Everything that I wanted?
Do you forget it now?
You never got it
Do you get it now?
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
I know I wanna run away, I know I wanna run away
Run away
If only I could run away, if only I could run away
Run away
I told you what I wanted; I told you what I wanted
What I wanted
But I was forgotten, I won’t be forgotten never again
Have you forgotten
Everything that I wanted?
Do you forget it now?
You never got it
Do you get it now?
Do you get it now?
Have you forgotten
Everything that I wanted?
Do you forget it now?
You never got it
Do you get it now?
(Have you forgotten?)
Do you get it now?
(Forgotten)
Yeah yeah yeah
(Forgotten)
Yeah yeah yeah
(Forgotten)
Yeah yeah yeah
(Forgotten)
Yeah yeah yeah
Done writing @ 8:12 PM
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forgotten
Ah ah, ah oh
Ah ah, ah oh
Ah ah, ah oh
Ah ah, ah oh
I’m giving up on everything because you mess me up
Don’t know how much you screwed it up
You never listen, that’s just too bad
Because I’m moving on
I won’t forget you were the one that was wrong
I know I need to step up and be strong
Don’t patronize me, yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Have you forgotten
Everything that I wanted?
Do you forget it now?
You never got it
Do you get it now?
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Ah ah oh oh
Ah ah oh oh
Gotta get away
There’s no point in thinking about yesterday
It’s too late now it will never be the same
We’re so different now
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Have you forgotten
Everything that I wanted?
Do you forget it now?
You never got it
Do you get it now?
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
I know I wanna run away, I know I wanna run away
Run away
If only I could run away, if only I could run away
Run away
I told you what I wanted; I told you what I wanted
What I wanted
But I was forgotten, I won’t be forgotten never again
Have you forgotten
Everything that I wanted?
Do you forget it now?
You never got it
Do you get it now?
Do you get it now?
Have you forgotten
Everything that I wanted?
Do you forget it now?
You never got it
Do you get it now?
(Have you forgotten?)
Do you get it now?
(Forgotten)
Yeah yeah yeah
(Forgotten)
Yeah yeah yeah
(Forgotten)
Yeah yeah yeah
(Forgotten)
Yeah yeah yeah
Done writing @ 8:12 PM
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sweet sacrifice
It's true, we're all a little insane
But it's so clear
Now that I'm unchained
Fear is only in our minds
Taking over all the time
Fear is only in our minds
but it's taking over all the time
You poor sweet innocent thing
Dry your eyes and testify
You know you live to break me - don't deny
Sweet sacrifice
One day I'm gonna forget your name
And one sweet day
you're gonna drown in my lost pain
Fear is only in our minds
Taking over all the time
Fear is only in our minds
but it's taking over all the time
You poor sweet innocent thing
Dry your eyes and testify
And oh you love to hate me don't you, honey?
I'm your sacrifice.
[I dream in darkness
I sleep to die
Erase the silence
Erase my life
Our burning ashes
Blacken the day
A world of nothingness
Blow me away]
Do you wonder why you hate?
Are you still too weak to survive your mistakes?
You poor sweet innocent thing
Dry your eyes and testify
You know you live to break me - don't deny
Sweet sacrifice
Done writing @ 8:00 PM
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together..NOT
Something just isn’t right
I can feel it inside
The truth isn’t far behind me
You can’t deny
When I turn the lights out
When I close my eyes
Reality overcomes me
I’m living a lie
[chorus:]
When I’m alone
I feel so much better
And when I’m around you
I don’t feel
Together
It doesn’t feel right at all
Together
Together we’ve built a wall
Together
Holding hands we’ll fall
Hands we’ll fall
This has gone on so long
I realize that I need
Something good to rely on
Something for me
[chorus:]
When I’m alone
I feel so much better
And when I’m around you
I don’t feel
Together
It doesn’t feel right at all
Together
Together we’ve built a wall
Together
Holding hands we’ll fall
Hands we’ll fall
My heart is broken
I’m lying here
My thoughts are choking
On you, my dear
On you, my dear
On you, my dear
[chorus:]
When I’m alone (When I’m alone)
I feel so much better
And when I’m around you (When I’m around)
I don’t feel
Together
It doesn’t feel right at all
Together
Together we’ve built a wall
Together
Holding hands we’ll fall
Hands we’ll fall
Together
It doesn’t feel right at all
Together
Together we’ve built a wall
Together
Holding hands we’ll fall
Hands we’ll fall
When I’m around you
When I'm around you
I don’t feel together
I don't feel together
When I’m around you (Together)
When I'm around you (Together)
I don’t feel together, no (Together)
I don't feel together, no (Together)
Done writing @ 7:58 PM
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FUCKING ASSHOLE BITCH
she called me weird...think wad... ask alot of questions like a police...wad can i expect....she wans to be police woman.....so ANNOYING LAH....she say she will hate anyone who calls her annoying rite.....well now i say she is ANNOYING....wad is she going to do now!!!!!!she big time sial...everytime her gang mus get their way wan think they royalty meh.....my fucking foot....
Done writing @ 7:42 PM
♥ Tuesday, April 8, 2008
not happy
not happy wif her lah
Done writing @ 9:33 PM
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she an asshole
ask her somethink abt chaning she say wad did tat BITCh ask izzit... den i was like wad da fuck...call my fren a bitch... she so thick skin can!!!! ask us to pai her change den she wif other ppl..but even if we go change wif her she alsoi wun talk to us la.!!!!!!!so annoying say wad ppl call her annoying she will hate da person 4ever...if her other frens call her annoying will she hate them... no rite.. still can...if she dun wan us to be a fren jus say lah.. dun need to say this kind of things rite....!!!everything my fren say abt her she will go tel her other frens.....think wads.....treat us
invisible....!!!!
Done writing @ 9:16 PM
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third last day of pop... :(
third last day of pop... so sad... wish can stay...will miss guides and everyone....on pop day i will cry like crazy.....aft POP we all will hug like crazy... WILL MISS EVERYONE.!!!!!GRADUATING COHORT OF 2008....LUVRS
Done writing @ 8:20 PM
♥ Monday, April 7, 2008
errrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wat da hell can....
dun eben talk to me when she have her own frens so irrating me so invisible can!!!! so wad she wan to take bus wif me but actually never... say wanna call den never...den she last week aft pop rehearsal i wait for her she never even see me lah....make me wait so long for her shld have jus gone gone home first wif my other fren...regert it... shld hsave gone home wif my other fren....den she shout like she in the market...hold
day she never talk to me... den when she talking to someone esle far away when im jus like next to her.. she never even talk to me lah....so annoying lah.....SUCH A LOSER LAH SHE.....THINK EVERYONE LOVES HER!!!!
Done writing @ 9:34 PM
♥ Saturday, April 5, 2008
da 4 of april 08
yesterday was a ok day... i started to talk wif mr fren whom i fought wif....but my fren didnt talk to mny other fren so i was wondering wad da hell was going on....weird...den somemore had pop training damn tiring....
Done writing @ 10:22 PM
♥ Wednesday, April 2, 2008
stupid think
after skool i had science test.... i thought my fren copied(not saying tat she did)...ppl can get angry 4 nothing
Done writing @ 9:42 PM
♥ Tuesday, April 1, 2008
making fun of ppls
when ppl make a mistake everyone laugh like as if it is so funny.. den they go tel everyone....
Done writing @ 8:23 PM
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making fun of pps
Done writing @ 8:23 PM
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POP coming:(
POP is coming.. so sad lah... going to miss everyone.... last year... but mus come back next year....tmr got training lah...4-6pm.. going to bloody tired tm.. and get alot of scolding...... sad:(
Done writing @ 4:39 PM
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ppl think they own me....
she told me not to alk to my fren.. but actually i dun really care wad she say...this is wads she said.... i dun wan go hme wif her i dun wan u to talk to her... walk faster dun walk wif her... i listening music...DUN CARE WAD SHE SAYS!!!!!!!!!! CRUSH CRUSH
Done writing @ 4:26 PM
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jealousy
ppl sometimes feel jealous cause somethink happen to them or maybe they fought wif one of yr frens den da whole will like dun talk too u....den u feel a bit jealous or may be u regret wad u have done......den now yr fren is telling u tat she was waiting for u den u tell her tat u when home wif other ppl den she gets....den now they tell u tat u are close to someone tat u are so not den they say u tell them.....which actually u didn't....irrating.....
Done writing @ 7:45 AM